Melancholy not only for the old
Melancholy not only for the old
By Meg Freer
She can’t read the fine print of the sky,
seems amazed to see airplanes fly by
the window in the common area
of the big-city nursing home,
says she can’t bear to leave her husband
in this room, where men she describes
as sad, ugly and vocal, wait away the days
through dull momentum of routine.

She tells him of a historic house nearby
whose sign says it has been rehabilitated,
and he wonders if it had bad habits.

Strange things occur in this place, where food
tastes like sadness, where it’s difficult
to explain to residents why a busy day
won’t cause blood clots in their lungs.
One woman taps thoughts on the table
before her ideas fossilize. Another burps
a baby doll, tries to close the railway
tunnel doors to keep out the cows.

The quiet ones, their underused bodies
buried in ghost dunes of memories,
grow old in unusual ways.

Existence here will sustain itself by friction
against the sides of nearly empty bowls
reserved for her husband and the others
who can no longer enjoy small pleasures
like polka dots or the promise of lentil soup.

Meg Freer's photos, poems, and prose have won awards and have been published in various North American journals. She grew up in Missoula, Montana and earned a BA in music at Carleton College, followed by an MFA in musicology at Princeton University. She worked at Princeton University Press and now teaches piano in Kingston, Ontario, where she enjoys the outdoors year-round, and wishes she had more time to write poetry. She is the co-author of a chapbook, Serve the Sorrowing World with Joy (Woodpecker Lane Press, 2020).

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